(no subject)

I get anxious way too easily. Still in the process of making myself not care. Bitter, maybe, but I really can't keep driving myself nuts over something one-sided. Maybe things'll change eventually, but I doubt it, and I'm not about to do something drastic to test the "theory", so to speak. It still upsets me, but what can I do? I've been trying and trying and nothing's happened. I'm sick of it, and I won't believe those excuses anymore. Fuck, if you're just not interested anymore, tell me instead of coming up with excuses as to why you never want to interact anymore, because I just can't accept them anymore when you'll do it with everyone else. And I've told you this. Blatantly. Many times. What hurts me, why it hurts me, the little things you could to do make me feel so much better. But, nothing. Nothing's changed, nothing ever will change. And I just need to accept that.

Raaaahhhhh.

But yes. Probably hanging out with Ami in the evening. Until then, Sims 2 and writing drabbles, I suppose?

Also, I need new Billy icons. Some kind anon got me two months paid on him, so. ♥