electrumicity | (no subject)

I wonder if it's bad that I just can't bring myself to get excited over it.

I don't know why. I have a vague idea, though. I should work on that.

I don't know.

My mind's functioning in a blur lately. I'm not sure what I want anymore.

I'm weak, I think. Too weak for this sort of stuff. I should've probably realized it sooner. ...I'm probably not cut out for this, being the way I am.

I don't know what I'm talking about. Ignore this, I'll be back to normal in a few hours. I just don't deal well with anxiety.