Relika Nox ([personal profile] electrumicity) wrote2009-01-01 12:44 am

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Now for an actual entry.



It's...been some year. A rollercoaster, definitely, and some major extremes. Overall, though? The friends I've made...it's made it all worth it.

The year of Gundam, haha. My MPD obsession leads me into watching Gundam 00 and falling in love with Allelujah and Hallelujah, deciding to RP them...and then meeting so many other lovely people because of it. Hebe, Tari, Nui, Chuu, Leah, among so many others. I'm grateful more than anything for meeting all of you, and I don't know where I'd be without you all.

There were some glory days. The high points of Purg we had back in the spring, mostly. Even though those times are gone, I'm glad we've still got each other, and hey, they're not lost forever.

There were some extreme low points as well. Getting dumped from a five year long relationship isn't what I'd call fun. But...well. I'm over that for the most part. I know I can move on, at the least.

Not everything turned out as I hoped they would, and...life is unfair at points, putting you in situations where what you want most is impossible, but...you make do with what you have, and you stay grateful for it. Even if it isn't how you dreamed, it's still wonderful.

...it really has been a year of extremes. I've had some wonderful, wonderful moments...and I've experienced heartbreak more than once. But...

Well.

In the end, I'm still so grateful for the friends I've made. For the fun I've had.




It'll be okay in the end.