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Well, it took a lot of strength but...
May. 11th, 2001 07:34 am...I dumped Terry. I know, most of you are probably going to hate me for this. I can just imagine. ::imagines::
Kiyone: "Poor kitty!"
Nidoprincess: "I'm on Meowth's side, I can't believe Tifa did this to him!"
etc...
Well, guys, I did this for the best. Meowth didn't do anything wrong himself, I just wasn't happy. If you've been talking to me for the past month or so, I've been very depressed. I talked to some of my closest friends about it, asked what I should do, and well, I've tried everything except this. This was going to be my last resort to be happy, but...it came to this. Meowth, I'm sorry that I dumped you, but can we please be friends? I still think you're a great person, just not boyfriend material IMHO. I'm sure there's a better girl out there for you (and before you say "You're the best, Dana!", how would you know? You haven't gone out with any other girl.). I'm positive about that.
Listen, before you all hate me, I did this for the best. I just am searching for the right person, a person who when they say "I love you", my eyes glisten no matter how many times they say it...a person that makes my heart flutter...a person who really understands me, who I could tell all my secrets and how I feel. I just haven't found that person yet. I'm still searching..
.
So please, people, don't hate me. I had to do this. I was miserable. I thought about going back to Meowth, but...I was strong. And Meowth, don't worry bout me not visiting you, cause I still want to visit you. I'd love to visit all of my PFFA pals! But I wanna visit you first. Okay? Meowth, don't worry...stuff happens in life, we all have to get over it. Just think, you still have me as a best friend. You can still talk to me, care about me (just not on a love level), we can still work on Love & War II (note to everyone else: that's the RPG Meowth is making)!! So don't feel so sad...
I'll end this entry by saying this. I'm a survivor, I'm not gonna give up. I'm not gonna stop, I'm gonna work harder. I'm a a survivor, I'm gonna make it. I will survive, and keep on surviving.
(P.S. Thanks Ben and D7. You've helped me so much...)
Kiyone: "Poor kitty!"
Nidoprincess: "I'm on Meowth's side, I can't believe Tifa did this to him!"
etc...
Well, guys, I did this for the best. Meowth didn't do anything wrong himself, I just wasn't happy. If you've been talking to me for the past month or so, I've been very depressed. I talked to some of my closest friends about it, asked what I should do, and well, I've tried everything except this. This was going to be my last resort to be happy, but...it came to this. Meowth, I'm sorry that I dumped you, but can we please be friends? I still think you're a great person, just not boyfriend material IMHO. I'm sure there's a better girl out there for you (and before you say "You're the best, Dana!", how would you know? You haven't gone out with any other girl.). I'm positive about that.
Listen, before you all hate me, I did this for the best. I just am searching for the right person, a person who when they say "I love you", my eyes glisten no matter how many times they say it...a person that makes my heart flutter...a person who really understands me, who I could tell all my secrets and how I feel. I just haven't found that person yet. I'm still searching..
.
So please, people, don't hate me. I had to do this. I was miserable. I thought about going back to Meowth, but...I was strong. And Meowth, don't worry bout me not visiting you, cause I still want to visit you. I'd love to visit all of my PFFA pals! But I wanna visit you first. Okay? Meowth, don't worry...stuff happens in life, we all have to get over it. Just think, you still have me as a best friend. You can still talk to me, care about me (just not on a love level), we can still work on Love & War II (note to everyone else: that's the RPG Meowth is making)!! So don't feel so sad...
I'll end this entry by saying this. I'm a survivor, I'm not gonna give up. I'm not gonna stop, I'm gonna work harder. I'm a a survivor, I'm gonna make it. I will survive, and keep on surviving.
(P.S. Thanks Ben and D7. You've helped me so much...)
