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Writer's Block: What is your muse?
Oct. 14th, 2009 09:15 am[Error: unknown template qotd]
All the time, unfortunately, and it definitely impedes me. I'm afraid to write sometimes because A) I think my own stuff sucks and B) I don't want people knowing how bad a writer I am. I kind of imagine as I'm writing and when I'm done, how are people going to react to it? Will people like it? Will people even read it?
Ughhhhh.
In other news, IHOP and coat shopping today. And maybe some ToV if I'm lucky.
You know what's kind of sad? Losing touch with people due to moving out of a fandom. It's kind of depressing when you realize that...neither of you can manage to make the effort to find new topics of discussion and keep in touch. I'm as much as fault here as other people; I wish I still made that effort, because there are people that I really miss that I once considered dear, close friends. This is why internet friendships can be really fickle sometimes...at least IRL, you'll see them in different situations in the like. Of course not to say that they're always fickle. Most of my best relationships are online.
Meanwhile, anon memes continue to make me lose faith in humanity. I was half considering breaking my self-imposed rule and joining another, more active RP (idk which though), but after seeing some shit on the anon meme about people, I realized it's just not worth it. It's a cruel, cruel world out there, one that I'm not willing to throw myself into any more.
While we're on the topic of RPing gd it Purg someone tag Hyde already
All the time, unfortunately, and it definitely impedes me. I'm afraid to write sometimes because A) I think my own stuff sucks and B) I don't want people knowing how bad a writer I am. I kind of imagine as I'm writing and when I'm done, how are people going to react to it? Will people like it? Will people even read it?
Ughhhhh.
In other news, IHOP and coat shopping today. And maybe some ToV if I'm lucky.
You know what's kind of sad? Losing touch with people due to moving out of a fandom. It's kind of depressing when you realize that...neither of you can manage to make the effort to find new topics of discussion and keep in touch. I'm as much as fault here as other people; I wish I still made that effort, because there are people that I really miss that I once considered dear, close friends. This is why internet friendships can be really fickle sometimes...at least IRL, you'll see them in different situations in the like. Of course not to say that they're always fickle. Most of my best relationships are online.
Meanwhile, anon memes continue to make me lose faith in humanity. I was half considering breaking my self-imposed rule and joining another, more active RP (idk which though), but after seeing some shit on the anon meme about people, I realized it's just not worth it. It's a cruel, cruel world out there, one that I'm not willing to throw myself into any more.
While we're on the topic of RPing gd it Purg someone tag Hyde already
