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::sits in a corner and sighs::
Jun. 15th, 2001 02:04 pmIRL social life my ass. I can care less about some of my IRL friends now. Here's the story.
Today, Olive, Minako, Michael, and I were going to work on making home videos w/ Minako's camcorder. Sooo, Minako said she needed to charge it for 15 minutes. I got a tiny bit annoyed cause she said it was ready earlier, so we looked for an outlet. We happened to find one a few feet away but it didn't work. Gahhh. I told Minako to go back into the school (we were in the schoolyard) and charge it there. She goes "But it'll take around 3 hours!" Now I got pissed. I said, "You told me 15 minutes! Why'd you lie??" cause I had been up all night yesterday working on what the movie will be about.
(BTW, afterwards, I was supposed to go w/ them to see a movie)
Olive and Michael start yelling "STOP YELLING AT CHRISTINE!!!" until I almost cry, get my bag, and leave. I stood at the corner waiting for them. They come out, glance at me, and walk the other way. I sadly walk to a fast food place. They're there. I sit near the window/entrance-exit. As they leave, I wave to them, they ignore me. I follow them to the outside of the movie theater.
Me: Olivia! Michael! Christine! Listen you guys, I was annoyed, but I'm sorry.
Olivia: ....you yelled at Christine before.
Me: I'm really sorry, I got annoyed. A lot of crap has been going on in my life lately, I'm sorry to be taking it out on you.
Michael: ::mutters an insult about me to Olive::
Me: ::eyes tear up:: Fine...you obviously don't care... ::walks off crying::
Minako stood there. She didn't even come after me. She was supposed to come to my house today. Why did she do that? I thought she was my friend....Friends are always there for each other. She wasn't there for me. Minako, if you read this, I'm sorry for getting annoyed at you. You know the crap that's been going on in my life. I'm sorry for taking it out on you. But I thought you were my friend. If you don't care about me, then I guess we shouldn't be friends anymore. Friends are supposed to be there for each other....you just let me walk off crying w/out even saying a word to me.....why?! WHY?! Do people take PLEASURE in hurting me?! ::cries::
...at times like this, I appreciate you people so much. If it weren't for you PFFAers, I don't know what I'd do. I'd probably of commited suicide by now. Thank you for being there for me...Don't ever leave me, you're the only true friends I have....
I'm going to see the Tomb Raider movie now. I guess some good did come out of this. Anyways, now I can laugh in their face that I saw Tomb Raider and they got stuck seeing Evolution. ...Nah, I'm not gonna fight fire with fire. I'll fight it with water. I'll figure it out...
Today, Olive, Minako, Michael, and I were going to work on making home videos w/ Minako's camcorder. Sooo, Minako said she needed to charge it for 15 minutes. I got a tiny bit annoyed cause she said it was ready earlier, so we looked for an outlet. We happened to find one a few feet away but it didn't work. Gahhh. I told Minako to go back into the school (we were in the schoolyard) and charge it there. She goes "But it'll take around 3 hours!" Now I got pissed. I said, "You told me 15 minutes! Why'd you lie??" cause I had been up all night yesterday working on what the movie will be about.
(BTW, afterwards, I was supposed to go w/ them to see a movie)
Olive and Michael start yelling "STOP YELLING AT CHRISTINE!!!" until I almost cry, get my bag, and leave. I stood at the corner waiting for them. They come out, glance at me, and walk the other way. I sadly walk to a fast food place. They're there. I sit near the window/entrance-exit. As they leave, I wave to them, they ignore me. I follow them to the outside of the movie theater.
Me: Olivia! Michael! Christine! Listen you guys, I was annoyed, but I'm sorry.
Olivia: ....you yelled at Christine before.
Me: I'm really sorry, I got annoyed. A lot of crap has been going on in my life lately, I'm sorry to be taking it out on you.
Michael: ::mutters an insult about me to Olive::
Me: ::eyes tear up:: Fine...you obviously don't care... ::walks off crying::
Minako stood there. She didn't even come after me. She was supposed to come to my house today. Why did she do that? I thought she was my friend....Friends are always there for each other. She wasn't there for me. Minako, if you read this, I'm sorry for getting annoyed at you. You know the crap that's been going on in my life. I'm sorry for taking it out on you. But I thought you were my friend. If you don't care about me, then I guess we shouldn't be friends anymore. Friends are supposed to be there for each other....you just let me walk off crying w/out even saying a word to me.....why?! WHY?! Do people take PLEASURE in hurting me?! ::cries::
...at times like this, I appreciate you people so much. If it weren't for you PFFAers, I don't know what I'd do. I'd probably of commited suicide by now. Thank you for being there for me...Don't ever leave me, you're the only true friends I have....
I'm going to see the Tomb Raider movie now. I guess some good did come out of this. Anyways, now I can laugh in their face that I saw Tomb Raider and they got stuck seeing Evolution. ...Nah, I'm not gonna fight fire with fire. I'll fight it with water. I'll figure it out...
