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Feb. 27th, 2006 10:38 pmYou ever get that feeling that you just hate the world and everyone in it? And that everything/everyone hates you right back?
Really, I think of myself as an optimistic person. I'm a leader, I try to care for my friends, I try to organize things that I know they wouldn't, etc.
Sometimes it just feels like a lost cause, though. Sometimes I'm just like "Damn, am I the only person here who CARES?".
It's just that I'm sick of being the only person who ever does any work. Who tries to keep things pleasant, who tries to make it so we have some fun in our lives. And it just gets to be too much sometimes.
Wangst wangst, emo emo, I know. Just felt like getting this off my chest. Meh.
You know, it'd be SO GREAT if my playlist stopped fricken' playing the song that was at the end of episode 48 over and over. I DID NOT SELECT REPEAT, ASSTARD.
Really, I think of myself as an optimistic person. I'm a leader, I try to care for my friends, I try to organize things that I know they wouldn't, etc.
Sometimes it just feels like a lost cause, though. Sometimes I'm just like "Damn, am I the only person here who CARES?".
It's just that I'm sick of being the only person who ever does any work. Who tries to keep things pleasant, who tries to make it so we have some fun in our lives. And it just gets to be too much sometimes.
Wangst wangst, emo emo, I know. Just felt like getting this off my chest. Meh.
You know, it'd be SO GREAT if my playlist stopped fricken' playing the song that was at the end of episode 48 over and over. I DID NOT SELECT REPEAT, ASSTARD.
