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May. 23rd, 2006 08:52 pmLast day of classes. Whoo. My RoyEd fanfic got read out loud by KK in Creative Writing, which amused me. I had to correct him when he called the narrator a "her", though. Heh. Well, though I'm sad I didn't get to scare my class with rampant yaoi, at least I got that much. Got a new spiffy Mecca pen... Took a hell of a lot of pictures, too. Cleaning out my locker was sad. What else... ...ah damn, I can't believe it's over.
It's so hard to believe that I'll be starting college soon. When the hell did I grow up? Where did the time go?
I'm going to really sorely miss Molloy and a lot of the people there. It was my life, almost like my family, for four years. As offbeat as I was, I still had a place where I felt I belonged...I had a role. Anime club president, the girl who everyone knows talks nonstop about RoyEd and FMA...I knew people, they knew me. It was...well, comfortable, I suppose. And it makes me sad that I'm never gonna be able to hang out with the people there the way I once did. After school in the cafeteria, running around in the hallways at godly late hours, the haven that was Doc's office... The usually stupid late day announcements, Germano's constant announcements at lunch... The fact that the cafeteria seemed to have a vendetta against my appetite... Every stupid little thing, I'm going to miss. Our lunch table, where I complained every time they gave us a smaller table and squashed us girls on one side. Chorus, which despite the multitutes of stupid people, was still fun as all hell. I think I'm going to sob at the graduation mass. Especially during "We Are Called". I don't know what it is about that song that hits me, what it is about that third verse when we split off into harmony, but...I have a feeling that's when I'm gonna lose it.
I'm excited about the future, but at the same time, I'm scared of the uncertainty of it all. I just hope I'll be able to make it through.
I'm almost an adult now. I'm going to have to really start deciding what I'm going to do with my life in the next few years.
Agh.
It's so hard to believe that I'll be starting college soon. When the hell did I grow up? Where did the time go?
I'm going to really sorely miss Molloy and a lot of the people there. It was my life, almost like my family, for four years. As offbeat as I was, I still had a place where I felt I belonged...I had a role. Anime club president, the girl who everyone knows talks nonstop about RoyEd and FMA...I knew people, they knew me. It was...well, comfortable, I suppose. And it makes me sad that I'm never gonna be able to hang out with the people there the way I once did. After school in the cafeteria, running around in the hallways at godly late hours, the haven that was Doc's office... The usually stupid late day announcements, Germano's constant announcements at lunch... The fact that the cafeteria seemed to have a vendetta against my appetite... Every stupid little thing, I'm going to miss. Our lunch table, where I complained every time they gave us a smaller table and squashed us girls on one side. Chorus, which despite the multitutes of stupid people, was still fun as all hell. I think I'm going to sob at the graduation mass. Especially during "We Are Called". I don't know what it is about that song that hits me, what it is about that third verse when we split off into harmony, but...I have a feeling that's when I'm gonna lose it.
I'm excited about the future, but at the same time, I'm scared of the uncertainty of it all. I just hope I'll be able to make it through.
I'm almost an adult now. I'm going to have to really start deciding what I'm going to do with my life in the next few years.
Agh.
