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I was going to make a huge update about the past, what, two or so weeks, but suddenly I'm not in the mood to.

I'm not sure who this entry is directed to. Maybe one person, maybe to a group of people, maybe to no one at all. I really don't know. I'm just getting this stuff off my chest.

Again. It's fucking happening again. The same thing that drove me crazy with some of my friends, with my parents. The same thing that'd made me practically go psychotic over the past few months.

I'm sorry if I think I know a little better how to live my life than you do.
I'm sorry if there are circumstances beyond my control that I can't fix.
I'm sorry if the company I keep isn't to your liking, but I think I'd know how said company operates and why there'd be a /reason/ I'd hang out with them.

This isn't fucking Star Wars OT, things aren't always so damn black and white.

It's like...no matter what choices I make, no one's ever happy with me. I'm apparently always doing something wrong.

Just when I think everything's getting better, it falls apart again.

I'm bloody fucking sorry if I'm just not good enough for you.

P.S. Please don't IM me and bug me to tell you what's going on, unless you're really part of this issue, in which case go ahead. If I want to talk to you people about it, I'll IM you myself. This goes to everyone.