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Oct. 14th, 2007 01:43 amI'd just like to momentarily bitch about the fact that my forum RP is again dead.
Well, not again, it's /been/ dead, except for me trying in vain to ressuscitate it. I think I spelled that wrong.
Eight months, and I'm still the only one who actually really gives much thought to their characters. Sure, I take it to an extreme, but damn, is posting without me begging you to so hard? I don't ask for much, just...a little thought. Just a tad bit of effort. Ten minutes out of your time to write a letter response, or a little post, or... /anything/. Anything that shows you actually give a damn about something I'm so passionate about. Yeah. I'm selfish. I know. Damn. Every time I tell myself not to rely on people, and every time I keep running into the proverbial wall.
Shit. I'm beginning to think Damien may have the right idea about things. At least he's got Cosmas around to keep him company. Without him, I think I would have given up trying a long time ago. The interaction between them in my head is all that's keeping this story going.
Maybe I should just give up and stop posting and stop wasting my time with something that only I care about. Might as well just try to write a story instead.
Well, not again, it's /been/ dead, except for me trying in vain to ressuscitate it. I think I spelled that wrong.
Eight months, and I'm still the only one who actually really gives much thought to their characters. Sure, I take it to an extreme, but damn, is posting without me begging you to so hard? I don't ask for much, just...a little thought. Just a tad bit of effort. Ten minutes out of your time to write a letter response, or a little post, or... /anything/. Anything that shows you actually give a damn about something I'm so passionate about. Yeah. I'm selfish. I know. Damn. Every time I tell myself not to rely on people, and every time I keep running into the proverbial wall.
Shit. I'm beginning to think Damien may have the right idea about things. At least he's got Cosmas around to keep him company. Without him, I think I would have given up trying a long time ago. The interaction between them in my head is all that's keeping this story going.
Maybe I should just give up and stop posting and stop wasting my time with something that only I care about. Might as well just try to write a story instead.
