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Right. I have a journal. I need to not forget that.

It's been...an interesting past 24 hours or so. It's a little late to be talking about it all, but...

Well. It hurts me a lot to see so many people and muses drop. But in the end...I'm still okay. It's just a small fraction in the end, and we've still got a huge group of players dedicated to Purg.

There are some related things that I'm very annoyed and upset about, but I'll either keep it to myself or make it a very, very filtered entry, because I don't want to annoy/upset anyone.

Either way, I know I'm going to stick with Purg forever. A lot of my thoughts were in that 5am OOC post, so I won't repeat myself, but. ...in the end, I'm just praying that at the very least, a core group of people stay there. At some point either yesterday or today, I got frightened that one person might leave---enough that I nearly started crying. Kind of did. Yes, RP=srs business. I've just invested a lot of myself into Purg, and so much into my characters... So I'm clinging onto the people closest to me as best I can.

Purg's honestly given me the group of friends---the family---that I've desired so much. Ever since the end of high school, I lost that sort of bond with people. But now, it's back, and I'm happy to be surrounded by such a great group of people.

If I started naming names, I'd go on forever, but you know who you are. ♥

In other news, Lockon and Alle are engaged now, lolololo.