Meme time.
10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:
10. Are we really doing something wrong, or is it just something personal?
09. I wish I could give you more self-confidence and have you believe in yourself, because you're more amazing than you give yourself credit for.
08. How much do you honestly still care about me? Because I haven't truly felt it in months.
07. You're one of the best things that's happened to me this year, and if you lived closer to me, I'd be hugging you and curling up on you all the time.
06. Stop overreacting on my behalf and trying to boss me around, even if I'm pretty sure that you don't mean it.
05. I'm jealous of you, but not for the reason you'd think I'd be.
04. I'm really hoping that you honestly like me.
03. I wish I could help you more than I'm able to.
02. If you stopped acting like a child, things would run a lot smoother; it's you, too.
01. I'm just not interested, I'm sorry.
9 Things about yourself:
09. I have some sort of obsession with multiple personality disorder.
08. I have extremely strong connections to some of my characters (at this time, Allelujah and Hallelujah the most).
07. I love singing, even if I have no self-confidence in it.
06. I desperately wish I could draw.
05. I'm an avid collector of merchandise. Had a ridiculous amount of FMA stuff, now collecting 00 stuff.
04. I can tend to be clingy from time to time, and I get paranoid very often that people are angry at me.
03. I hate it more than most things when people can't give me straight answers.
02. I always come up with ideas of things I'd love to do, but I have no motivation to ever do them.
01. I love living in New York City and don't ever want to leave.
8 ways to win your heart:
08. Write me Lockon/Alle, Halle/Alle, or an OT3 of them.
07. ...actually, just write me anything involving the characters I like.
06. Or draw that.
05. Consistently show that you actually care about me.
04. Do a little something special for me sometime as a surprise. Even a tiny thing.
03. Comfort me even if it's over something silly.
02. Tell me I'm actually worth something.
01. Give me feedback on something I do. Especially if it's something I did for you. Even a "Thanks <3" would make me love you.
Seven things that cross your mind a lot:
07. I feel so out of place, let's wait it out somewhere else.
06. What's goin' on in this here Purg?
05. Omnom LockonxAlle/HallexAlle/HallexAllexLockon/GrimmxHalle/HallexGraham/Alle in a speedo/etc.
04. Fuck you, Sunrise.
03. Also fandom you suck too.
02. I need to write a drabble.
01. Sleeeeeepy Rel is sleepy.
Six things you do before you fall asleep: (and / or)
06. Check Purg.
05. Chat in apurg/unfitmeisters.
04. Harass Nui from my bed.
03. Take medicine.
02. Be kept up five hours later than intended because of my h0r friends.
01. Flop on my bed.
Five people who mean a lot.
WTF I can't put it down to five.
05. Ami
04. Hebe
03. Nui
02. Tari
01. Kits
(AND LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE)
Four things you're wearing right now.
04. Brown capri pants
03. Dark blue t-shirt
02. Some annoying bra that I'm about to change
01. Underwear?
Three songs that you listen to often (currently):
03. the brilliant green – Ash Like Snow
02. L'arc~en~Ciel – DAYBREAK'S BELL
01. Maaya Sakamoto – Gravity
Two things you want to do before you die:
02. Accomplish something I can be proud of for the rest of my life.
01. Go to Japan lololo
One confession:
01. I don't know where I'd be right now if it weren't for some of my Purg friends.