Sep. 16th, 2009

Happy birthday, Damien Bennett~


I knew I shouldn't have put the question about chat on the last entry, because the majority of the (...three) replies weren't comments on what I actually wanted real feedback on (aka the entire rest of the entry) but one sentence. Whoops.
Ahh, man.

Every time I read someone else's work, I get so discouraged to write myself, for whatever reason. I can't write well, my style and vocabulary are extremely simplistic, and even though I've been RPing and writing drabbles fairly often these past two years, I can't improve very much. My writing's the same as it was years ago, and I just can't make it look...good. It feels like it's no better than crap you'd find on fanfiction.net. I want to write, but I'm such a bad writer that I just don't even want to try anymore because I can't manage anything nearly as good as the majority of people on my friends list. It feels like everyone else can write amazingly, everyone else can draw, everyone has their talents and I'm just like ....I can be a retard. Yay.

I do want to write this story about Damien at some point, but...it'd look like a child wrote it.

ughhhhhhhhhh
Blah.

I need more self confidence.

Whatev. I might as well keep posting it for the lulz.

Here, the first non-00 drabble I've written in a very long time (to my late-night knowledge). It's still Purgverse, though. Unbeta'd, you know the rest of the drill.

This sounded a lot better in my head, orz. If the narration sounds pretentious, blame the time period )

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