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Nov. 4th, 2009 10:37 amUghhhhh why does MegaUpload suck now, I want to play Dragon Age, it's taking forever to download. So I won't get to play it today. Why did I not download it last night.
In other news, it is really that wrong to miss the past when losing it has sent you into a massive depressive episode? I guess it's just upsetting when people are like "LOL GET THE FUCK OVER YOURSELF" like it's perfectly easy to get over everything. Not everyone is in the same position as you.
I know that people think I'm pathetic for clinging to the past and wishing things were the way they were, and I see my friends talking about "lol why the hell don't people just realize that change is a good thing and inevitable". But I'm sorry if I just miss the times where I was actually happy, motivated, and felt like there was actually something to look forward to and a place I belonged. When something was the reason that you were able to break yourself out of depression and feel good about yourself and life for the first time in a long time, it's not exactly easy to go through ~*change*~, especially when that change leads to such a horrible feeling that doesn't go away.
I don't know. Sorry. I just feel like ranting, I guess. It's too early in the morning to think properly or something.
In other news, it is really that wrong to miss the past when losing it has sent you into a massive depressive episode? I guess it's just upsetting when people are like "LOL GET THE FUCK OVER YOURSELF" like it's perfectly easy to get over everything. Not everyone is in the same position as you.
I know that people think I'm pathetic for clinging to the past and wishing things were the way they were, and I see my friends talking about "lol why the hell don't people just realize that change is a good thing and inevitable". But I'm sorry if I just miss the times where I was actually happy, motivated, and felt like there was actually something to look forward to and a place I belonged. When something was the reason that you were able to break yourself out of depression and feel good about yourself and life for the first time in a long time, it's not exactly easy to go through ~*change*~, especially when that change leads to such a horrible feeling that doesn't go away.
I don't know. Sorry. I just feel like ranting, I guess. It's too early in the morning to think properly or something.
