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Jan. 31st, 2010 06:06 pmI've been so...lazy as of late. Nothing productive much. I can't even bring myself to post for my RP characters. I'll probably drop out of Cross behind the scenes since that place really didn't work out, and...idfk. See what to do with my Purg characters.
I really want to get back to writing my Damien story but I just haven't had any damn inspiration. I need to get out somewhere. Get inspired by a new place or something. Sucks that I don't have the cash to go to London over spring break like I originally wanted to, but what can you do. I do want to do something over the break, though. But what? I want to go somewhere, but idk.
At least I managed to get my paper done for class. Meanwhile, all I've been doing since Friday has been, well. Sitting on my ass and watching Six Feet Under. Just started season 3. Awesome, awesome show, though! Played three or so hours of Harvest Moon as well so my character would have her baby already. And she did. And then I did all the farm chores the night of the day the birth was because Jin is a lazy fucking husband and can't do anything :| god he doesn't even go to work anymore dude you're the only doctor in the town
Seriously, every so often I just get this itch to get out of here for a while. Just get out of the city and do something, but I don't know what. And the lack of car kind of limits that.
I wish I could write, damnit. I want to write that story so badly but nothing's coming out when I try, and I can't force the thing or it just comes out all wrong.
Meanwhile, still waiting for that girl to get back to me on research assisstant work, and I still don't know what I'm going to do in the fall. I'm pretty fucked if I don't get on that asap, but I've been looking online and I can't find a single damn internship that I can do since they all require a year's experience. What am I doing with anything?
I really want to get back to writing my Damien story but I just haven't had any damn inspiration. I need to get out somewhere. Get inspired by a new place or something. Sucks that I don't have the cash to go to London over spring break like I originally wanted to, but what can you do. I do want to do something over the break, though. But what? I want to go somewhere, but idk.
At least I managed to get my paper done for class. Meanwhile, all I've been doing since Friday has been, well. Sitting on my ass and watching Six Feet Under. Just started season 3. Awesome, awesome show, though! Played three or so hours of Harvest Moon as well so my character would have her baby already. And she did. And then I did all the farm chores the night of the day the birth was because Jin is a lazy fucking husband and can't do anything :| god he doesn't even go to work anymore dude you're the only doctor in the town
Seriously, every so often I just get this itch to get out of here for a while. Just get out of the city and do something, but I don't know what. And the lack of car kind of limits that.
I wish I could write, damnit. I want to write that story so badly but nothing's coming out when I try, and I can't force the thing or it just comes out all wrong.
Meanwhile, still waiting for that girl to get back to me on research assisstant work, and I still don't know what I'm going to do in the fall. I'm pretty fucked if I don't get on that asap, but I've been looking online and I can't find a single damn internship that I can do since they all require a year's experience. What am I doing with anything?
