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Is it really so much to ask for, for one night to not horribly suck?

I'm going to absolutely lose it.

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Every time I do a favor for someone, it blows up in my face. I don't know why I keep trying. I don't know why I keep hoping things will change despite the fact that they never do, and only get worse. I'm tired of being the only one to put in effort, or not go ADD every five damn seconds, or completely ignore that hi, there's another person there.

And yet I still go back and back and making myself feel worse. And here I am now, sitting around and getting more stressed by the moment because all I can do is just sit here and wait for something to happen

Blah.

Well, whatever. Anyway. In other news. I beat Chrono Trigger this morning. Great game...ended up hooking up my DS to my computer speakers to make the last parts more epic, haha. Now I'm replaying Chrono Cross.

So yeah.