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Dec. 16th, 2010 11:08 pmFunny how I'm literally sobbing right now thinking of the past.
I downloaded Kenny Rogers' "The Gambler" on DLC on Rock Band....and proceeded to start sobbing afterwards. When my parents were still together, we used to see Kenny Rogers every year after year after year at Westbury Music Hall. It was the same thing every year, we used to recite his lines word for goddamn word...but it was every year. It was us back then.
Things are so different now. And now, even though I know things are technically better now... I still can't stop myself from sobbing now. I cried into Joe's arms, I cried into my mom's arms, and I'm still crying. Why does this only affect me once in a while?
I can't stop crying.
I wish things had worked out somehow.
I can't goddamn stop crying.
I downloaded Kenny Rogers' "The Gambler" on DLC on Rock Band....and proceeded to start sobbing afterwards. When my parents were still together, we used to see Kenny Rogers every year after year after year at Westbury Music Hall. It was the same thing every year, we used to recite his lines word for goddamn word...but it was every year. It was us back then.
Things are so different now. And now, even though I know things are technically better now... I still can't stop myself from sobbing now. I cried into Joe's arms, I cried into my mom's arms, and I'm still crying. Why does this only affect me once in a while?
I can't stop crying.
I wish things had worked out somehow.
I can't goddamn stop crying.
