Who can I really trust?

...this just proves more that I'm hated by some classmates IRL...today, we had to do some stupid infantile project that the principal was forcing us to do. We had to write on some picture good qualities of people...we passed around the paper and stuff. The people who were being written about stayed outside. Heh, the teacher wrote that I was 'alive'...and I'm like well duh! I'm not dead! Then I remembered...it was a trait ^^;; But I have these two friends in class, Olivia and Michael. I know them very well. We've all been friends for an entire 9 years. And Michael is my ex-boyfriend, but we get along ok. However, when they were called outside (cause they were being written about then), according to another friend who was also outside, Michael and Olivia were insulting me behind my back...according to my pal, they said that 'there wasn't anything good to write about me' and my only traits were being 'a selfish brat' and 'an anime crazed freak'. I...didn't know how to feel then. My feelings are undescribable. Why did they say that? I thought they were my friends...but I was wrong....lately, a lot of people I know IRL have been making fun of me and hurting me emotionally. What did I do wrong? Why does everyone hate me? Am I really what they say I am? So many questions that I'll never get the answers to....I really am hurt...

I think I'm addicted to LJ...I'm writing, like, 3 or 4 entries per day!

::hugs Miaka:: Miaka, thanks for listening to me and making me feel ok. You're a great pal, and I'll always be able to trust ya! I'm grateful I still have friends I can trust. Anyways, my day was ok cept for the whole Mike/Olivia thing. Minako's brother is okay, BTW. I got a 91% on the Science Test I had on Monday...pretty good! We listened to the Sailor Moon: Best Song Collection in Science Class...LMAO! All cause I took it out to show a pal...the teacher then wanted to play it ^^;;;. Yes, Japanese music for all! Eheheheh...uh, me and Minako were passing notes during after a test...teacher caught us, but we didn't get in trouble. Thank god. No tests to study for, whew. Got a listening test tomorrow, tho. Oh well...I better get started on my hw! Ja mata!