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Jun. 2nd, 2006 10:26 amAh. Life. Never making sense, nothing ever working out quite the way you want it to. Even when something good does happen, you get the wrong timing, location, or whatever. I'm just...well, kind of lost, and in that "what is it that I really want?" kind of mindset. God only knows when I'll be able to answer that question for myself. I guess all I can do for now is life one day at a time. No day but today, right? What's happened in my life recently has happened for a reason, and I can't forget that. I need to relax, I need to feel free. Take advantage of the small amount of freedom and irresponsibility I have left before I really do become an adult. I need to be me. Just one day at a time...not sure what's been going on, or what it means, or how much it means if any at all. Just going to have to see what the future brings.
Well, enough angsting from me. What's been going on lately..
Yesterday was our last graduation practice, in which I won a Stanner Spirit Award. I was just like....wtf? Me? Spirit? Since when the hell did I have school spirit? XD Well, I guess I have Doc to thank for that award, haha. McKenna told Joe and me that his wife invited us to a taping of Dateline NBC (which she is a writer on) later in the month...whoamygod. Should be very, very interesting...but jebus tapdancing christ what kinda questions am I supposed to ask if I get to talk to the people there? ::rolls::
Last night, graduation liturgy. It went pretty smoothly. Wound up crying during the last song, just as I expected. I'm really going to miss chorus...it was one of my favorite school activities.
Today is X-Men 3. I might meet Joe beforehand for lunch.
By the way, I just got a new phone (my old one broke at AB), so I have to re-input all the phone numbers. If you want me to have your phone number, IM me (SnowFairyTifa) with it. XD
This U2 song, Please, is my new song addiction.
Well. I'm off to...I dunno, do something. XD I wish I could get myself to sleep past 9am...bah, oh well.
Well, enough angsting from me. What's been going on lately..
Yesterday was our last graduation practice, in which I won a Stanner Spirit Award. I was just like....wtf? Me? Spirit? Since when the hell did I have school spirit? XD Well, I guess I have Doc to thank for that award, haha. McKenna told Joe and me that his wife invited us to a taping of Dateline NBC (which she is a writer on) later in the month...whoamygod. Should be very, very interesting...but jebus tapdancing christ what kinda questions am I supposed to ask if I get to talk to the people there? ::rolls::
Last night, graduation liturgy. It went pretty smoothly. Wound up crying during the last song, just as I expected. I'm really going to miss chorus...it was one of my favorite school activities.
Today is X-Men 3. I might meet Joe beforehand for lunch.
By the way, I just got a new phone (my old one broke at AB), so I have to re-input all the phone numbers. If you want me to have your phone number, IM me (SnowFairyTifa) with it. XD
This U2 song, Please, is my new song addiction.
Well. I'm off to...I dunno, do something. XD I wish I could get myself to sleep past 9am...bah, oh well.